I don’t want the world

I was looking at b2 (don’t have a link; too lazy to get it) because, yeah, I’m kinda getting tired of rebuilding stuff … but I don’t know php. So I have to learn php. I don’t know where to look for that. ^^;; Eh, yeah. I have other things to do, though … like stuff with IAT.

I haven’t touched that for a long time. I uploaded the fanlistings. But that was it. I have to update STF and BB and BG and … well I guess I have to update other sites, too, but I don’t particularly care to do so. ^^;;; Also Elsewhere. I stopped drawing. But I have very old drawings I have to scan and put on the site. And I also have very old drawings I’ve already scanned in but I have yet to put them on the site.

Last night I got an idea for a manga-like illustration … >.> Does that mean I’ve been reading too much manga? *thinks* Nahh …. :b Well, I read MT, SM, ParaKiss 2 & 3, Kare Kano, and Ceres, all in a week. I stayed up past 3 last night (this morning) finishing ParaKiss 3. ^^ Ohoho … (You’ll never understand if you haven’t read it. Or … glanced through it, at least.)

I think I’ve kinda forgotten the image I had in mind. The last drawing I did … I guess it was around two months ago. I tried to draw this image I had in my mind and it didn’t turn out the way I wanted. It didn’t even turn out looking correct. It’s like … some disproportionate (if that is a real word) cartoon. *cough* I didn’t like it. It was mean. I got mad. I stopped drawing.

I really should stop trying to draw stuff I can’t handle. ^^;;; But then there are only so many variations of a face I can come up with … and all my full-body images look too simple. I don’t know how to make them look illustrated. I know, color them in. But bah, I’m no good at coloring. Mainly because I haven’t practiced. ^.^;

Anyway. Last night Mommy got me to watch The Dead Zone on the Mystery channel. Yeah … Christopher Walken is kinda creepy. ^_^; But it was good. At the end I said, “That was like the season finale I watched before.” Yeah. I wonder why they (the writers) did it that way.

Um. I slept until noon today. Not really. (Actually, it was more like 2. >.>;;;) But I just read another rant about blogs. “A meandering, blatantly uninteresting online diary that gives the author the illusion that people are interested in their stupid, pathetic life. Consists of such riveting entries as ‘homework sucks’ and ‘I slept until noon today.'”

*shrugs* I’m not complaining. This isn’t a counter-rant or anything. I don’t know why I have a blog. ^^;; But oh well. I’m thinking. I guess … I dunno. There are like some people who have a blog because they have friends who like to know what’s going on. Like Dave or … I don’t know her name. I read her blog anyway. O_o Weirdo. Anyway. Yeah. I dunno. I’m done.

Oh. And homework sucks. XP

5 thoughts on “I don’t want the world

  1. Noelle

    Ha, interesting rant. :P

    I only keep a blog because anything I want other people to know goes in there and because making blog layouts are fun fun fun!

    Erm, yeah, that’s pretty much it. :]

  2. Jeidai

    Yeah. I think I’ve been making blog and bloggish layouts too much lately. I can’t make frames layouts anymore! o.o;;

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